now i no have free time to write blog le....
so i jus will write it when i have free time!!! hehe

yesterday(25-07-09), my baby sherlyn starting say "angku" le...
when the 1st time i listen it, i feel so happy & glad tat god give me tis all~~~
thx thx thx thx much much much much......
then i busy play v baby, wanna she say "angku...angku..."~~
now she now wanna play le, wanna find ppl play v her.
she will smile when she happy!!!!
them say she no yet 2 month, jus starting play & say "angku"....
so fast le~~haha
i oso dunno leh!!!!
& she oways will flu.....
dunno y will like tat???
cold @ hot she oso will flu....
them say maybe is sensitif ba~~

last few week, dear ask me wanna go sabah ma???
v him friends 2gether~~
then i think it few week, coz worry baby no ppl take care.
dear say jus let guli jaga.
He wanna go the trip v me....hapi leh!!!
so 2day i buy the ticket to KK.
RM 246 for 2 person, no too much expensive~~
I wanna go 1 Borneo shopping~~~
I ♥♥♥ shopping!!!!

tat's all la.....
busy of playing facebook game!!!
restaurant & farming...hehe

爱情

to: wen

可不可以不要对爱情那么执著？？？

因为最后受伤的是自己。

也许放开点，多爱自己，你会觉得比较开心！

假如这段爱情让你这么不开心，我觉得是不会长久的。

我知道现在的你很爱他，就像puppy love....

没有烦恼，每天开开心心抱在一起！心中想只要我们相爱就可以了。。

就像“要爱情，不要面包”的道理。

曾经我自己也是这样。。。

想起觉得当时的自己真的很天真~~~

现在给我选择，我要爱情，但更要面包！！

因为这个世界就是那么的现实。。。

虽然我不是认识很多人，但我听和看很多关于这些的事。

就像我身边的一个好朋友。。。

他们为了孩子而结婚！

当时女的才十八岁。。她并没有为以后的生活计划。

她只知道现在的她很爱那个男的，就结婚咯！

孩子出世了，什么都要钱。奶粉、补品、pampers、看医生等等。。

可是男的却一个月赚不多钱，一千多块吧！

也许一千多块对单身来说是很多，但对要养老婆孩子是不太够。

结果到最好那个女的要自己出来帮忙赚钱养家。

每次看他们都为了奶粉钱而吵架，让我觉得很无奈！

现在女的对我说，她后悔了！

并不是不爱他，是因为生活~~~也许满足不了吧。。

现在的我很幸福。。。

我拥有爱情和面包~~~

他很爱我，我也很爱他。（很肉麻吧。。可是这是事实！）

我并不是炫耀，只是很想提醒我身边的人！

看开点，或许会让自己更开心！

爱别人倒不如爱自己多一点~~~

new~~~

haha...
i oredy change my new look on monday!!!
sit in the saloon 5 hours....damn bored~~~~
& go do my nail art 2 hours....funny~~(coz many new mummy there chit-chat)
shopping at parkson 2hours....(kena sampan ...shit)
no enough the time for me la!!!!
I buy 5 pair shoes, 2 shirt~~~~
hapi leh to enjoy the shopping!!!!
sory tat baby Sherlyn i let u at home v guli...
but i miss her tat all day.
after back home, quickly go c & hug her~~hehe

yesterday go mum there....
many ppl c on me, coz 1 month plus tat i din go there.
them must miss me so much...haha
many ppl say me be slim again le....
make so happy lol~~~

2day is wednesday....
My family day again~~~after my born my baby de 1st family day!!!!
woo~~~
but i not bring baby out, coz too small & many penyakit!!!!
dear say dun wan let her go out, ok....
i wan enjoy my shopping day v my family~~
wanna go prepaid going out...
tat's all la, bye!!!!

Facebook

jus join the facebook....
hmmm...many game 2 play!!!
restaurant & planting~~~
so fun leh!!!!!
jus go join it, k....

yes, 2moro i can gO pasar le!!!!! 'hapi'
i wanna go change my hair style, do the nail art,
shoppping, buy new clothes,pants & shoes!!!!
woo~~~~~i lOve shopping!!!!

& i oso wanna diet....
wanna be slim, dun wan be fat la~~~
jus do it...haha

July~~

now is July le leh......
me have finish my 'do moon' day at 3 july!!!! oso the full moon party for my baby Sherlyn~~
but i still cant wash my hair. coz mum say wanna after 40 day....
oh my god....40 day!!!!!!
ok lol, i listen wat mum say. jus do it!!! hehe....

the full moon party are prepaid by my family.
they help me do all the things~~
mum, grandmum, jason help cook; zhen & wen help prepaid;
baba & yaw help send food to my home;
anna help do the papan for Sherlyn.
thanks all of u~~~muacksss.....


me still everday stay at home. wanna take care baby~~~
sometime she sleep, sometime she wanna play, sometime she wanna susu, sometime she wanna hug-hug, sometime "xiao bian & da bian"....
make me so busy~~~~right, all the mummy????

at sunday, i bring Sherlyn back mum home.
tat is the 1 month i din back mum home...miss la~~~
yesterday me oso got back mum home, coz family day ah...
mum so sayang baby...oso my family!!!!
i rest a while at mum home...coz mum will help me take care baby.
hehe..can ular-ular!!!
dear say all my family sayang baby much...
ya~~~so i oso love them much!!!!

boring at home...waiting the shopping day coming soon~~~!!!
13-07-09(mon), i wanna go dye & strighten my hair.
change a new look~~~
& oso wanna keep fit le...coz me be fat~~'sad'

now i playing the FACEBOOK...
wen teach me de...
yaw teach me play the game~~restaurant!!!
quite nice....
haha!!!

tat's all la...
bye!!!!

~count down for my shopping day~
-- more 4 day--

fAther dAy~~

2dAy is father dAy~~♥
I wish dad can have a happy father day....
wish he can have a healthy bOdy, dont eat too much.
cOz he is oways be mOre fat le.... >.<
hehe~~~
wish he can oways kena loteri(toto,4D,da wan)
haha.... coz tis can make him be more happy, we oso!!!!

jUs tis few year, we starting have celebrate the father & mother day.
coz we jus celebrate tat v grandmum & grandpa.
nOw we be gal le.....noe wanna 'gan eng' to our dad & mum!!!!
tis year i can celebrate father day v dad...
coz i need 2 stay at hOme 'do moon', cant gO out!!!
But i got remind sister to bUy the cake to dad~~~
good leh....
wait next year, i bring Sherlyn ( ur granddaughther) v ur celebrate it!!! k~~~
I think tis year we oso din buy present to dad.
realy dunno wat he wan. ( i think he better wanna kena loteri...haha!)
but i think the 'xin yi' is more important....
jus we oways sayang & care each other is enough le, right???

dad, say real 1...
u realy do many things for us ( but oso cant more than mum la...)
jus wanna say: thanks you, dad~~~
I l♥ve U & mum, dad~~~
take care both of u bOdy.....
be mOre jian jian kang kang....k~~~

at the last, wish all dad "HAPPY FATHER DAY"~~♥
Bye....

**me more busy at tis few week...coz wanna take care baby.
i will update my blOg when i have free..wait me ah,miss u all~~

~♥~Baby girl come oUt!!!!

ya...I have born my baby on 3rd june 2009!!!!
03-06-09(369)haha~~~
I jus have update my blog now.
coz my computer wireless broken, & i using ah jiang computer online.
My baby sleeping now, jus drink susu....
tat was oredy 6 day i stay at hOme~~~got a bit boring....
But i got baby & dear acc me. I Love them much~~~
& oso i busy to take photo for my baby....
but i no yet put to computer.
wait i have free time, i must shOw 2 u all~~
thanks for all who care for me, expesially my mummy~~
she realy so care me. I think she is the 1st good mummy in tis world!!!!
jus wanna 2 say: Mummy, i will love u forever!!!~♥~ ♥~
mY family oso care for me.....I oso love u all much~~
oso wanna thanks for friends bleesing me soon soon li li born my baby.
ok, stop here le....
wanna go c my baby~~miss her when no c her a while.
i will tell u about all the thing when i born my baby later~~
tat's all....

Bye~~

my lovely babY girl~~♥sherlyn♥

at hOspital....12am~~sweet sleep~~

**2day oso is the day me v dear 2gether 5 years, 5 month, 5 week~~
so happy & beautiful day....~♥~♥~

Hari gawai~~1st june

1st day for June 2009....

make me be more nervous~~~

tat mean jus leave few day i wanna born my baby le!!!

realy dunno when she wanna cOme out???

i'm jus waiting...waiting...waiting...

hehe.....

I go mummy there do work coz is hOliday.

who noe din have many customer, jus like normal!!!!

k...then back home have a rest & sleep v dear~~~

dear say me oways make him sleep after eat, will be fat de!!!

but i think after eat & go sleep is a good jOb~~~^.^

haha....

at night, dear help me do the 摇篮。

we do the things for baby~~~

dear tell baby wanna guai guai after cOme out.

we are waiting she come out!!~~~

c dear so serious do the摇篮。。。& after we do it...

We have our dinner at YI HAH HAI.

after tat we go UK funfair~~~

so many ppl....& too hot at there.

we jus walk around & din play anything.

coz i cant play all the game~~~jus can see them play!!!!

dear say wanna bring me go again.

win the prize fOr me~~~thanks!!!!

I Love U~~~

tat's all fOr 1st june....

waiting for my gOOd news....

blessing fOr me all the things "soon soon li li"~~~

thanks...bye!!!!

明天就是hari Gawai了，在市场上都显着有些人潮。

当然妈咪那里的生意也比较好，而我也要上去帮忙咯！

雯说不知道得人，会还以为妈咪虐待我，要生了还去帮忙。

可是我觉得我在家也无所事事，倒不如上去帮忙。

宝贝的朋友还说我要生了，还到处乱跑。

他说应该要待在家，然后叫宝贝陪着我！

哈哈。。。真是好笑！

我应他说：我又不是住在山芭里，而且我有电话啦！

如果肚子痛或是什么，打个电话就可以了啦。

想到他们的想法就很好笑~~~

其实我知道大家都是关心我的啦！

明天就是六月了，也说明我的预产期越来越接近了。

这整个礼拜开始，看到我的人都说：

“你还没生啊？几时啊？”

连宝贝外地的朋友都打电话来问候了！

我们只是笑笑说：还没有啊！”

感谢你们大家的关心啦~~~

我自己也是在傻傻的等。。。

我和宝贝每天晚上都问宝宝打算几时出来啊？

宝宝就会动动一下，也不明白她的意思！！

现在每天晚上都会觉得怕怕。。。

不懂几时会肚子痛？？几时会要去医院？？

宝贝对我说：不要怕。半夜肚子痛要叫醒我!

好的，我会的！！

我也希望宝宝能快点出来！

我也可以快点渡过那恐怖的一个月。。。

我要开始减肥~~

我要穿美美的衣服，鞋~~

好久没有买鞋和衣服了！！（虽然整个衣柜都是衣服和鞋）

但。。。不买就对不起自己啦！是不是？

对了，那个UK funfair 来了！

看起来好像很好玩~~

可是我不能玩。不过我也不敢玩啦！

连那个小小的摩天轮，我都不敢上啊！

我告诉宝贝我要去，因为可能宝宝就是要去了才肯出来！

哈哈。。。宝贝听了都和我一起傻笑~~~

去走走，我也甘愿啊！

不然下次不懂要等到几时咯？？

好了，最近也没有什么特别的事情发生！

每天晚上都在家看戏，宝贝就去喝茶。

就是这样~~

想得到，但却觉得很遥远。。。

得到了，却不懂得珍惜。。。

失去了，才懂得后悔。。。

很想哭，但眼泪却在眼睛里打滚~~

哭不出的感觉让人觉得更难过~~

我的心像在淌血。。。

一滴一滴的流，流往我心中的伤！！

伤痕令人更加无法忘记。。

令人更加快成长。。

亲爱的，你是我心中的最爱~~

你让我觉得幸福和快乐。。。

我们经历了快乐和悲伤~~（但庆幸快乐多于悲伤。。^.^）

它让我们的爱情更加坚强！

让我们更加深爱和了解对方。。

我庆幸当初没有放弃我们的爱情。。

因为我们都是一路辛苦的走来得。

爱情莫过于一切~~

失去你，我相信我的世界是一片黑暗！！

有了你，你点亮了我的世界。。。

让我感觉到家和爱的温暖~~

也许你不比别的男人浪漫，

不比别的男人特别。

但你爱我的一切，足以让我爱你一辈子了~~

也许我不比别的女人温柔，体贴，

有时还喜欢对你发脾气。。。

但我对你的爱，是一天比一天的加深~~

我想尽我的一切，让你开心。。

感谢上天让我遇见了你……让我们一起~~

很多人常问我，为什么会选择和你一起？？

我只是傻笑的说：不知道哦！

我真的也不知道哦。。。

当初只是傻傻的和你一起~~

到后来才知道自己没有选错人！

而且爱一个人是没有任何理由，只是需要彼此的信任。

没有了信任，在一起也没有意义了！

我相信你对我说和做的一切。

有时你对我做的事情，让我真的很想抱着你说：

我真的很爱你，老公！~♥~♥~♥~

一个温暖的拥抱，轻轻的吻，让我觉得自己是世界最幸福的女人~~

我只想珍惜这一切。。。

因为我♥你~~

sweet fAmily day~~

tis week, anna got off day le....
we can gO shopping 2gether le, coz she got 2 week din off day le!!!!
morning, i wake up early coz wanna go checking.
at morning was no too many ppl, but oso wanna wait for 1 hour above. (watever i got booking...)
doctor say it's ok. If next week no yet born, jus come checking.
I hOpe i can faster born, i wanna faster pass tis time!!!! >.<
I love the family day...love with them 2gether~~
but mum say next week start, i cant gO out v them 2gether le.
cOz i wanna stay at home 1 month & wanna take care baby.
cant like now so free le!!! >.<
mum oso ask me oredy find the 保姆 le, i say no yet.
mum say later i gO out, my baby will find me. tat time i will be sO 'cham'....
dad oso ask me when my due date for birth baby.
He say tell dear wanna standby, coz me anytime wanna birth baby le.
(爸很少过问我们的事,证明他很关心我~~）
I noe u all l♥ve me~~
I oso l♥ve my mum & dad~~
muacksss....

my sister them oso nervous by me.
they say so fast tat me wanna born baby le...
wanna take care bY myself!!!
I feel sweet tat i got my lOvely family beside me...
oso gOt my dear~~
they all is my LOve baby!!!!~♥~♥~

2day oso is 端午节！
thanks dear's mum & grandmum give us the 粽子。
it's so delicious~~we lOve it!!!
actually 2night wanna back to grandmum hOme 过节,
but dear's mum oso call us back her hOme oso.
sO, we jus gO dear's mum hOuse.
then gO again grandmum hOuse...
I miss grandmum cook de 咸菜鸭肉汤~~
I wanna eat....

wanna gO out le!!!!
hOpe all of u 端午节快乐~~

sayang~~

tHanks tat dear always sayang me sO much...
I realy touching when kNow he lOve me sO much~~
(something u tell me make me cry coz too happy...)
he oways tell baby wanna guai guai, we all sayang her.
he tell baby dun let me so xin ku & too pain, wanna faster cOme out.
cOz her daddy wanna hug & kiss her~~
haha...daddy realy sayang him daughter sO much.
Again dear kiss me & lOve me~~♥~♥~

He never let me hungry!!!
wat i wan eat, he will oso buy for me.
wat i wan, he oso will let me buy.
jus...I dun wan waste her money, coz i noe he so hard 2 find the mOney.
cOz he wanna give me a gOOd life v her 2gether.
yA, dear...mY true loVe jus is u~~
U oways will remember wat i Love~~
But u like 2 pura-pura forget...haha
i nOe u love me...
i oso lOve u & miss u ,mY lao gong zai~~
muackss....♥~♥~♥~

♥LOVE♥

~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~

世界消失了，我会在天堂爱你。如果你走了，我会在泪水中爱你。

如果我走了，我会在远方爱你。

如果你的心死了，我会在生命中爱你。

阳光掉进了古井里会知道黑暗的温柔，

当我真的想你了才明白爱你是我心里的最痛！

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱的也不是最爱你的，

只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你时侯是真的爱你，

可是他不爱你时侯也是真的不爱你了！

他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你，

同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

而爱不是占有，

你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，

让爱人成为生命里永恒的回忆。

如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子-

爱他的好，也爱他的坏；爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点。

决不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己希望的样子，

万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，

你只知道无论何时何地，心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪着你。

真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫的要求。

毕竟，感情是必须付出，而不是只想获得；

分开是一种必然的考验。。

如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输。

真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，最喜欢叫对方发誓，

许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓。

“海枯石烂，地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱。”

明知道海不会枯，石不会烂，地不会老，天不会荒；

在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套。

讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。

爱不是永远占有，而是你曾经拥有~~

珍惜生边爱你的人~~

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I like tis sO much, quite gOt it meaning.

I Love my dear, teck sing~~♥

jus wanna stay v u fOrever~~

jus wanna until fOrever, until my end life~~

I love ice~~

tis oredy the time to standby all the thing...

so, me & dear was gO 2 the Desmond furniture c the婴儿床.

for our lovely baby~~♥~~

But, we din buy 1st, coz dear say at the 1@2 month, baby sleep me 2gether.

we plan 2 buy the pink+white colour 1, tat 1 is nice~~

still nO yet confirm la.....

dear tell me tat he wanna keep fit. hehe....

sO, friday night, he say he wanna go play badminton.

but at last, he din gO...

coz jus me alone at home & no yet eat the dinner.

actually i call him jus dapau rice for me, i waiting him at hOme.

but he dun wan, he say he is sayang me. wanna acc me~~*sweet*♥

we have our dinner at kuai ke li shabu-shabu.

actually we wanna go sugarbun eat de...

but he say there food all is fried, after eat will be more fat!!!!

haha...ok lol, jus gO eat shabu-shabu.

ya...he cook all the things for me, cOz he sayang me ma~~

after eat, we have go pasar malam walk-walk a while.

we din buy food coz jus eat.

we buy the friut-laici & grape(my love)...

but got a bit expensive~~

dear say nvrmind, jus me like eat, he will buy for me...♥

when we back, we c the baby milo jacket & shirt.

haha...dear noe i like the baby milo, ask me wannna buy??

I choose the jacket...thanks dear bUy for me~~♥

the grape & the jacket dear buy fOr me..

(forgot 2 take the laici photo coz oredy eat finish by me..haha)

dear say 2night go buy again coz i ♥ to eat...

now at hOme so boring....jus wake up!!!

dear was go do him things.

but he got dapau 雪花冰 for me, jus no my love favourite~~*sad*

ok, nvrmind....thanks u, dear.

~~雪花冰~~

yesterday i c the nespaper, noe tat at boulevard oso got open a shop for sales the 雪花冰.

got coffee, yogurt, green tea & another favourite...haha...

i wanna go try it when i free.wait fOr me lol~~~

chit-chAt~~

yesterdAy night, me & dear have chit-chat a while v baby befOre we sleep~~

lao gong: baby, u sleep le ma??

lao po: no yet la...she still playing in my perut.

lao gong: ok, let's daddy play v u~~

*baby was gerak so lihai le, coz she noe her daddy find her.*

lao gong: baby, u are standby 2 come out le.

u must dont let mummy feel painful too long to time.

u must sayang mummy, jus like daddy sayang mummy~~

lao po: ya...daddy so sayang u, mummy oso!!!

ur daddy jus sayang u more than mummy le~~*jealous*

lao gong: no, i love u much, never change...♥

I love u & oso my baby, coz ur all is my heart baby!!

lao po: realy??

lao gong: ya, real 1!!

*dear give me a big kiss, & hug me say again "I LOVE U!♥"*

jus can say gOd give me a good present in my tis life,

is meet up mY laogong & have our lovely baby~~

我会珍惜这一切。。。

直到我离去的那一天。。。

永远永远~~